i wanted to be in defense
i was very patriotic
i then got cancer
somehow i didnt feel that much
what made me sad
was my father struggling
working day and night
to give me treatment
i was a good child
i think i still am
i want to make them proud
now i want to struggle
i love my brother too
we dont express much
but he sometimes feels it too
for me that is enough
it was 1990
i was just 5
it was 2005
i was just 20
i have been troubled
but i have no regrets
my 3 passions in life
my parents, cancer, & myself
i see the rainbow
i know u see it too
u may like it for the colors
and the hue that it creates too
but just imagine if
its there all the time
it would lose its specialty
in no time
i love the rainbow
not for the colors
but its lasts just 2 minutes
and creates its special hue
i wanted to be in defense
i was very patriotic
i then got cancer
and now i realize
why not just be human
was chemo made only for indians
if it wasn't for this world this day
i would not be alive today
